Thursday, April 24, 2008

clear skies


I recieved my all clear at my first post-treatment check-up with my oncologist yesterday! Hopefully the first of many all clears.
I have had many people ask what the "plan" is now, and thought this is a good place to put it out there. I am on a three month check up schedule right now. Once I make 2 years past my diagnosis (still clear) I will wean down to every six months until I hit five years. Then it's once a year for life. Chances of recurrence are the highest the first two years, hence the close follow up. We are basically waiting to see if "the horse is out of the barn" as my doc referred to it. Not to be pessimistic, but this is our new reality. Unfortunately lung cancer likes to metastasize very quickly. Though they removed the tumor in my lung, there is a possibility that it had already made it to the bloodstream (which is why I did chemo). And if after all of that anything was left behind, we basically have to wait for it to multiply large enough to be found by CT or Xray (pea size is what I understand). For a benchmark, it takes about a million lc cells to make up a pencil sized dot that is basically "untraceable". There is a common terminology of NED, No Evidence of Disease, meaning if it is there, we can't find it. So we go with the happy pressumption that all is well until proven otherwise, and every scan that confirms it is a welcome relief. =)
I spent last week back "home" in the Quad-Cities visiting family. It was a good trip, and even the drive went pretty well (which is saying a lot for spending 8 hours on the road with four kids by myself). I was reminded of a brutal trip the kids and I made last year about this time when all four kids came down with the stomach flu on the way home. It seemed like an endless journey and all I could do was laugh (it was laugh or cry!) as all four were throwing up before we had made it half way home. This trip was much more uneventful. Yeah!

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

on the go go go



So while I was undergoing treatment my dear husband put off all of his travel for work. Now that my treatment is over, his travel has resumed with vengence. It seems every time I check email there is a note from him on some upcoming trip and travel dates. I have kindly asked him to stop sending home emails that include the phrase "wmd responder training" (he works in admin for a department of Homeland Security). It just doesn't help me sleep tight at night.

The kids are constantly asking when dad is coming home. I'm never quite sure if this is because I've been so rotten to them (I do mandate a very early bedtime so I can get a break), or they truly miss their dad. Nevertheless, we greeted Greg at the airport this weekend as he got to stay home with us for a couple of days before departing again. I was lucky enough to come down with a cold while he was here and he got to step in as the primary caregiver for a few hours here and there while I conked out. I admit, I always find it a bit of justice when he has to deal with all the kids on his own (even for a few hours) to get a taste of my daily life. It's amazing how much trouble four small kids can cause in so little time. It always makes him so much more appreciative of all I do.

I am hoping I will be off to the Quad-Cities later this week to visit my folks, assuming I can kick this cold. I have to say, I don't remember colds tearing me down quite so hard before, and I guess it would be probably safe to say the chemo has definitely weakened me. Hopefully it is just a temporary set back. I'll have my three-month check-up and scan with my onc when I get back, so going home will be a good distraction this week. =)

Thursday, April 10, 2008

incredible video

professor dr. randy pausch gives his "last lecture" on oprah

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R9ya9BXClRw

Monday, April 7, 2008

Bird ID field trip

We spent a chilly but educational afternoon at Pioneers Park Nature Center. We learned much about various native and migratory birds in the area and were able to watch as they tagged the birds caught for IDing this morning.

Saturday, April 5, 2008

introducing the inmates

the many faces of a spirited toddler























the preschooler (spunk missing)


the first grader with the princess attitude






the stoic "i'm too cool to smile" third grader